Years of dreaming,
Months of planning,
Days of preparing,
I'm still striving to reaching another peak,
But the results are always disappointing, discouraging, demotivating.
I feel like...giving up.
Maybe...
Maybe, that's the point where I can only achieve;
Maybe, there's something that stop me from moving forward;
Maybe, that's my maximum potential;
Or,
Maybe, I wasn't hardworking enough;
Maybe, my plan wasn't that thorough and effective;
Maybe, that's my destiny...
Sometimes...
Relax is better than working too hard.
This is what I see from some people.
They don't need to work hard,
yet they still can get good results.
Yes...
Some people work hard to survive; Some people work least to succeed. (what kind of logic is that?)
This world is so unfair.
However,
I know, I will overcome all obstacles as they come;
I know, I will design a more effective and efficient study plan next time;
I know, I will put my words in actions and plans;
AND I know, I will be able to achieve a better outcome in the near future;
As long as I maintain the philosophies that I believe in,
Be a proactive person, be a knowledge seeker,
I still stand a chance to exceed and unleash my hidden potential.
Every second is a chance to improve, either directly or indirectly.
Don't give up...
I promise myself,
Next time, I will not let myself down;
Next time, I'm going to break through the point,
and GET ALL THE OUTCOMES THAT I WANTed...
